How many days clean are you guys???
No I’m not
Wanting to end your life while you are alive is worst than death it self!
I didn’t want to wake up. I was having a much better time asleep. And that’s really sad. It was almost like a reverse nightmare, like when you wake up from a nightmare you’re so relieved. I woke up into a nightmare.
I feel it all the time. Honestly, I’m struggling with that too. But my coping methods aren’t healthy. You can try to hang out with someone and crack a few jokes or go out and play sports to sweat it out. But I’d say staying alone is the worse, because that just adds to the loneliness…